Name is Susan, currently residing in New Jersey <3 Junior in high school. Likes Music. Pandas. Hedgehogs. Love. Letters. The Beach At Night. Video Games. The Color Black. Being Blonde. Making Friends. Click "Ask" if you want to know more :)
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart... I’ll always be with you.”- Winnie the Pooh
"You meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet one person and your life is changed forever."- Love and Other Drugs.
I’ve fucked everything up. Thinking about it now, I probably let go of the one guy who probably would’ve treated me right. I let him go and fucked up any type of friendship that we could’ve had. I messed up big time and there is no fixing it. I’m glad he got away from me when he could. I’ve become a monster and he escaped what I probably would’ve put him through. He will be better off without me.
Thank you, it means a lot. It just really really sucks cause I have to go alone now and it’s going to be awkward cause all of my friends have dates soo I’ll be the odd man out. But thank you a lot
*sigh*
I’m giving up. I just give up on everything. I’m so mentally fucked that it’s redicilous. I fucked up anything and everything good that I had going on in my life. I get used by the person I’m in love with, I feel like a piece of shit. I just want to give up completely.
I’m also going to prom alone now, awesome right? Today just fucking sucks. I’m going to just end up having a complete break down.
After getting read for school (:
Totally feeling drained. I’m going to sleep really early tonight. I need so rest, I need to clear my mind. Right now everything is a mess… well, it’s always a mess. I’m starting to get a headache and feel sick because of how exhausted I am. Must. Rest. Now.
This song will always be one of our songs. Every time I hear it, I think of you.
(via leilockheart)
Going to end up breaking down today.
(Source: staypozitive, via thetruthhurtsbutlifegoeson)
Random black guys playing with light sabers outside of my house (:
I can’t fucking stand grimy ass people. Like honestly bro? People these days never cease to amaze me with how low they can actually be. I know I’m not a saint and I know I make a lot of mistakes, but I try my best to look at what I’m doing and not hurt other people. I guess other people don’t give a crap about others. Honestly fuck everyone. I hate the human race because we are a whole bunch of fucking assholes, we are greedy, grimy, selfish, scummy, etc. Barely anyone in the world has a heart or shows compassion. I can continue on ranting about this forever if I wanted to. Whatever fuck people.
That is a good way to look at it
(Source: leilockheart)
If love is meant to be, it will find its way.
The connection we have with each other is crazy. We talk like best friends, literally. We joke about the stupidest things. We blast Taking Back Sunday in your car and just belt out singing. We point out each others mistakes and give each other advice on what to do next. We could be away from each other for years and we will always have that bond.
You ask me if we are really meant to be, in all honestly, I do.
"One day, we wake up and we realize the world sucks. We suck for being in it and we run away. Anything but to face ourselves as we are. Anything to avoid asking why we hate ourselves so much."
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
I have to try and make the right decisions from now on. No matter how hard these decisions may be, I need to make them. I need to really really stop screwing people over and hurting people. I just can’t anymore.
